what do you mean by insatiably insane?
In case you're wondering (probably not.) Why is her heading "insatiably insane?"
Did she just pick random words? No.
Is she insatiable? In some areas, yes. Indescribable insatiability.
Is she insane? Clinically? No comment. Metaphorically? Yes.
Getting to the point...
It's a lyric from one of my favorite songs by one of my (former) favorite bands—uh heavy on the former, cause it's been a shit show lately.
It's from "Good Girls" and it goes like:
"Dancing on the line of a dangerous love
You could break me overnight
But there's no one like us
Insatiably insane
Equally exchanged"
The first time I heard the lyrics I thought, "oh this sounds pretty, let me run with it." But as the years went by and the song kept growing on me, so did the lyrics.
From me just finding it a pretty cool lyric to it becoming such a beautiful all-encompassing description of something so indescribable within myself.
insatiably insane.
There's this insanity inside me that makes me feel so insatiable and there's this insatiable feeling inside me that just drives me insane.
What could "it" be?
God knows I've asked myself that a thousand times.
It could be the million things I have to do, the overbearing sense of responsibility I carry around like a Balenciaga duffle bag, the things I wish to do, the places I want to see, the people I want to meet, the music I want to lose myself in, the experiences I want to ingrain in my memories, the harsh reality of life that sometimes knocks you down, the beauty of human resiliency and standing up stronger, the versions of myself I want to become, my cats' lifespan...sooo many things.
Imagine all of these running in your head 24/7.
It could drive you insane—or deem yourself insatiable.
Maybe one day I would be satisfied, but I'm not complaining.
It's this insatiable insanity that gets me fired up and running—I just hope I don't run out of gas anytime soon.